I started this because it was suggested. In hopes that possibly I can let some emotions flow threw this, or someting like that.

Here we goo...


So, I seen a long lost friend to day. In an unusual place. Kayla and I were drving around Madison, and decided to pull into Kroger (local grocery store) to see if Corey Walker or Scottty was working.

Anyway, all of the sudden I heard Kayla scream, I looked and there was a thin figure, with long hair, and a "Lamb of God" T-shirt on. The biggest smile came upon my face. It was MY Kevin Alderman <3.

So, all stalker like we followed him in the store, and tracked him down. He smiled and hugged us both. But, I felt an unsteadiness talking to him.

Later, I asked Kayla if I did something wrong.
She looked at me and said. "Hes dissapointed."
Then flash back flooded my mind.
I got in the car, and asked her why he was dissapointed in me.
Thats the last thing that I would ever exspect Kevin to feel towards me.

She looked up at me and said, "Because, you didnt show up to Craigs wake"
...I died inside after that.

Ever since Kayla left, Ive thought about it, about how guilty I feel. I couldnt bring myself to go that day. *Sighs* I suppouse Im going to his house soon, to talk it over with him. And hopefully he'll understand.

I never realized how much dirty clothing a person can have.
Until today, I came to the conclusion that I hate this place.
I guess I have to block this all out of my mind for another 2 years. Or atleast until I can grow the balls to tell mom how I really feel. That'll be the day.

Alas from all the chaos in life, theres always the good side to things. Fridays going to be greeat.
The Rocky Horro Picture show, not to meantion the Trannies are going to be FABULOUUUUSS> ldfkalfj. AHH I cant wait.

And Saturay, I have every intention on hanging out with my partner in crime Aj, in Kanawah City. :) I <3 Face. Thats if everything goes as planned. Plus, I want AJ, to try the new Jones Soda Halloween Limited Edition soda's. <3

Anywho.
I guess Ill end this for tonight, Im pooped. <3